AmyLeeRose

I blame my soul for being too passionate too kind too naive too hopeful. They don't want to be better or good. It would have been easier if I didn't know that none of it matters. This is just a play. I think, I'll go see him again but I don't know why I bother. She was never born in the end it's best this way. I wish I didn't know what I know now.

me. It is time to disappear, Amy. Might as well burn it up with what you have left in you so your exit could be more than basic, more than sad words rolling of people's tongues. Hate me if it makes it easier but don't pity me when you all... could have... should have... but didn't.

I am overwhelmed by life and so I prefer to want nothing from it as wanting brings immense pain that I cannot appease. I find it strange how I am still roaming these lands as if there is hope left for me when I have no will to live this life. Last night I dreamt the end of a road that faded to black, dissolving me into dust. I found it strangely peaceful No more tears no more pain no more despair no more..

Finally the last piece of this sculpture has been carved. I am at peace with life. I found you by chance in the sea of faces and now I know you. I am at peace with the flame. - You ran away with tears brewing in your eyes thinking you would hurt me. Your ego overshadowed and blinded your eyes, you never saw me. Stagnant player - I vibrate higher than you but I was hoping still. I saw you coming a mile away and still had to put a final stamp on humanity's inability to do better, be better and evolve. Some games need to be played in caution but I love to throw caution to the wind. Gotta live a little to learn, thank you twin...

It happened. And it happened the way it did. Because you felt like it. It happened. And it was cruel and heartless. Because it didn't matter to you. Thank you for teaching me. I'll teach others now too.

The cage made of bones. She's you, she's the sun and the moon and the universe. A supernova that destroys and creates new lands. She is everywhere and you see her sometimes on your way to work. Her eyes take you in and you lose sense of time. You see it all in that one glance. She is high voltage electricity. You become jealous of the wind able to caress her hair and the clothes that touch her skin. She is want and need and pure magic. Sirens. They walk alone. Her smiles are artificial mirrors. She is your soul's desire. Sirens sing. They are meant to be. These are all expectations of sunsets and sunrises before and afters and the twilight. She is unattached and ready to dive in. My siren. They are all sorry.

The air is light but burdened with anticipation. You glance at my legs as I adjust to the seat. There is an eerie mood in my mind and I want to experience how far I can push before you cave in. Come to me with your delusions, let me see what you see. The idea of me is fleeting and soon shall shatter. So come now before the angels take you away from me. I like to play and we'll play all night long with leather and lace. It's been a while..

Brave is the word they chanted. I am weary. My vision monotone. My paths devoid of familiarity. Fear eludes me. There are no saviours to call upon. I find you all unfeeling. The shores whisper with old stories. Salty tears leave prints for my welcoming. While ships sink in my honour and dim in the distances. I rest my head as branches break off and leaves begin to scatter. I rest my head in the storm waiting for you to find me. Reach out and bring the stillness. That slow flip of pages between chapters as your eyes deviate. I think we have held back for long enough. Enter my chest. Shake off the dirt. Polish my soul. I am weary. My vision fading. My feet are weightless and lost. But they say I am brave.

Your constant orbit of the soul spectrum - sortilege particle you leave my body lonely. Faint adorations. Must my body grapple the deprivation within this shrunken igloo? A flicker of soul fire taunts. The snow is melting, finally liquescent. I stare at the remaining layer as frost forms on the outside - I wince. Stained glass, I see through you now. Sortilege particle. Suspend your orbit. Reach into my sphere. Soul fire tainted. Its frequency indistinct. Particularise this pain for me wanderer. My deficiency nourish my loneliness. Extend and shatter these ill-considered shrines. For I have no gods left to conjure but you.